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Monday, March 27, 2006

Hmm... so i've been remis in writing for quite awhile. I have been really slacking alot and my exams are coming right up in may. So i'd better pick up my pace to start studying. I haven't been driving for quite awhile. Maybe it's the fear of getting into an accident, or maybe the stress of driving is getting to me. Sometimes, I'm just too tired to drive. While other times, it's the location. like tampinese mall - the three times i drove there, i nearly got into an accident. Thrice. And perhaps the stress of being scolded from the starting point to actually arriving at the destination. Plus at night, my vision tends to be weaker. I guess i'd better start to do it again. Before i actually completely "forget" how to do it.

These past three months, I've been trying to finish my short story and I'm finally glad to say that it's done! I've printed the cover and everything. When i showed it to sharon and adelyn, they commented that it look like brochure/phamphlet/play production booklet and i can't help but simply agree with them. It's not very well done, and it's certainly not professional. But it's done with my own two hands. From the typing to the printing to the stapling. Er.. maybe not the designing of the book cover, which is done by adelyn, and the first draft of the printing which is done by sharon D. But nevertheless, i see my own efforts too in this finished work and i feel proud of myself. (No matter how lousy it can get). Though, i was on the verge of packing my bag to be on the run from alex who will probably hunt me down.

But looking back, i realised how lucky i am, how i've led such a charmed life. Regardless of how lousy i am in my studies, I always have my parents and brother there supporting me in whatever i do, and whatever harebrained ideas i suddenly get (Like my tennis lessons) as well as their encouragement of my hobbies and passions (such as piano and french etc) all the financial and emotional as well as the physical support was there for me through my growing years.

In addition to that, I thank God everyday that I have my friends beside me. To scold and lecture me, to advise me as well as lend a helping hand or simply supporting me in my hour of needs, as well as sharing in my sadness and happiness.

Can you remind me again how lucky I am to love and to be loved?

Ok, i think I'm getting too sentimental. It's just not like me to show my feeling you know. It's surprising. But i feel awkward if I have to do those kissing and hugging stuff. I'm weird aren't I?

time stops for nobody ||12:31 AM

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Ok.. I'm probably that bored since i spent the whole day doing quizzes after quizzes. Well...

You Should Be With an Earth Sign!

Your best match is a Taurus, Virgo, or Capricorn Why? You like your guys to pamper, wine, and dine youNot that you're a gold digger, you just like the finer thingsAn Earth Sign will go all out to woo you - and enjoy doing itAnd you'll never find a more trustworthy or loyal match!

What Sign Should You Date?

Your Fashion Style is Girly

You dress to look beautiful and show off what you've gotDresses, skirts, heels... whatever it takes to turn headsYou love feeling like a girl in any settingEven your workout clothes are cute and feminine!

What's" Your Fashion Style?

time stops for nobody ||3:56 PM

Your Scent is Rose

Delicate, feminine, and softYour personality is fresh and understated

What Scent Are You?

You Should Date An Italian!

You love for old fashioned romance, with an old fashioned guyAn Italian guy is the perfect candidate to be your prince charmingIf your head doesn't spin enough, just down another espresso with himInvest in a motorcycle helmet - and some carb blocker for all that pasta!

Which Foreign Guy Should You Date?

You Are a Sensitive Kisser

For you, kissing is a way to connect
And you need lot of care, attention, and privacy
It may take you a while to kiss someone...
But when you do, it's total fireworks

What's" Your Kissing Style?

You are Milk Chocolate

A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds.You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life.Also nostelgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago.

What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

time stops for nobody ||3:35 PM

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

You Are a Caramel Crunch Donut

You're a complex creature, and you're guilty of complicating things for fun.You've been known to sit around pondering the meaning of life...Or at times, pondering the meaning of your doughnut.To frost or not to frost? To fill or not to fill? These are your eternal questions.

What Donut Are You?

time stops for nobody ||3:05 PM

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

These few days, I've been stuck at home working hard... or rather, trying to work hard. No simple feat in my opinion. For me, I think i'm the kind who doesn't study unless I know for sure that I will have a big block of time ready at my disposal. In fact, i get very irritated if I study for two hours, go out shopping and come back to study for another two hours. I would be too exhausted by going out of the house and coming back to study again. What i would rather prefer is to sit at the table four hours straight and absorb myself into the book coming up for ten mins break every now and then.

Tomorrow is officially the beginning of my Mock Exam. Thank Goodness it's mock! or i'd be so toasted. Having six modules, i have so far manged whole section A of social Psychology, 5chapters of intro to business management, none to math, 3 chapters to law of business organisation. 3 to organisational theory and 2 to human resource management. Isn't it pathetic? I'm so gonna die. Including my piano exam which comes on monday, right smack in the middle of the exams, i'm so dead.

But like i just say, thank goodness for the word Mock! So right now, I'm still exactly 2 months away from the actual exam. If I continue working as hard as i am now, chances are I'll probably make it. I hope.....

But right now, instead of thinking of studies I'm thinking of food. 10mins ago, i was craving for mee siam, 15 mins ago, chicken rice, 30mins ago, sushi and right now i'm craving for wanton mee. And not just any wanton mee but the one at kovan which does not open on wed and thurs and opens for a few hours otherwise. from either 10/11 to 2 latest and looooonnnnggg queue.
Maybe after my exam on tuesday i shall go indulge myself. Until then, I'd better go back and stare at my social psychology notes. sigh...

A tout a l'heure!

time stops for nobody ||12:39 PM